Currently Reading Emma (Penguin Classics) By Jane Austen see related

And when heaven and earth met...

After getting back from our trip to Boracay, I realized that I'd never had my friends-- the ones from school and the ones outside-- meet before. So that became my top priority this week. Finally, with some rushed planning, we all went out for a movie and karaoke singing yesterday. The results were... not what I expected, not all of them. But they were enough. And I'm happy to say that somehow everyone got along. I'm hoping to do it again soon.

Besides that, I've been up to the usual... writing, reading, fangirling, whatnot. I'm thinking of looking for a part-time summer job. The one Mish Ty and I had our eyes on turned out to be a little too much, since we would end up working there even after the summer ended. Part of the contract, we were told. I'm actually still thinking about it. But hopefully, something else will come up. Maybe something that has to do with books? *grin*

Hmm. There are a lot of anime conventions happening in this country, I never knew. I attended one a couple of weeks back (before heading off to Bora), the Ozine Fest. It was for the publication I'm writing for right now, the Otakuzine. I was bedazzled to say the least. The cosplayers were amazing, the activities were addicting. Most of the time I was backstage, helping out with the picture taking and other stuff. But I managed to walk around and buy some stuff for myself. *cough*yaoi*cough* Can't wait for the next one, sometime May? It's called... Yaoi Con. *dies* XD I might be cosplaying myself.

Starian Princess
~Kat

Currently Listening Little Voice By Sara Bareilles One Sweet Love see related

I want to graduate and leave everything behind-- start anew and all that. But I can't just... leave, y'know? It's like I know I'll always be back, because so many things tie me to that one place. And it's funny how I'm talking about school in all this. ICA's always going to be my third home. Third, because well, aside from growing up in my home-home (let's call it Chez Tytus, don't ask), I have my gramp's place to call my own. But since my Mom's younger brother is coming home (from Florida) to stay, it'll be pretty much his home now. And it won't be the same. Like the Nursery, where we usually put our stuff in and it's basically my study room; it's gonna be cleared out in a few weeks to make room for the baby stuff, for little Nikki (my newest cousin). So yeah, without Lincoln (gramp's house) and without ICA... it's like I'm drifting away (completely away) from my childhood. Go figure.

I'm not a kid anymore; of course, I knew that.

Anyway, let's not dwell on the depressing things. Chez Tytus has to be cleaned; I'm thinking of changing my room's look and I can't wait to get started. I'll probably get to it in about two weeks. Graduation practice only happens 2-3 times a week, all the way till the end of March. And speaking of which, I still do not have shoes. I will, therefore, have to go buy a pair. I've always wondered why I don't have anything in cream. I wonder if they'll be allowing silver; it goes with the toga, I think. Hmm.

Mollie has to be brought home soon, too. I think the atmosphere in Lincoln is making her a teeny bit deranged. You know how dogs are; if they claim a certain territory, it's theirs forever. I'm going to have to dig up her bed, wherever it is and have it cleaned. She'll probably want to stay in my room. But she's gotten so old, I don't think she'll be able to jump on my bed anymore and keep me warm at night. *sighs* It's going to break my heart. I need new pups to take care of, I swear. Looking at Mollie, and at Lincoln... it's making me more sentimental than usual. And it doesn't help that my period's irregular and all.

I hate feeling pessimistic.

Okay, so... Boracay, this summer from April 9-13. I've never been there and I know we always hear the most scandalous sort of stories about the place but really, I'm going there for the sights. A bit of partying with my friends (all girls, no worries), but that can't be helped. I promised to call Mish Ty everyday while I'm there, as well as my parents. See, I can take care of myself. It baffles me how everyone thinks I need protecting. I may be a bit of a princess but I'm not a pushover or a damsel in distress. *scowls* Nina says she worries about me, Wolfie thinks I'll become a loose cannon without the protection and security of our Alma Mater. Have they no faith in me? *laughs* I'll be fine, totally fine.

You'll see.

Starian Princess
~Kat

Currently Reading On the Way to the Wedding By Julia Quinn see related

When someone asks for your opinion, there isn't supposed to be a right or wrong. I mean, they want to know what you think, what you feel, where you stand, or anything along those lines... right? You're sharing something about yourself (that sets you apart) so conforming with a rule that pertains to reality is not what you have in mind. You have your ideals, and you're hoping they will respect that. So what happens when you realize they don't? You wonder why they even asked to begin with.

I just never thought that something like this would happen to me. It bothers me a lot, especially when it has something to do with my family. Because to me, they're the few who should accept you and they're the few who should know how to listen. Most of the time, I'm alright with everything. I'm fine with their faults; I'm calm and collected when there are problems. I accept and I give and give and give and give. I allot so much patience to be able to understand someting before I judge. Most of the time, with them, I try to think before I speak because this is what works with us. So why can't they do the same? I know I'm not the type to point out what I'm doing just so they'll realize that they should treat me the same. But a little bit of sensitivity on their part would be nice. I pray that they learn from this, I know I have.

Three things I learned today:
-Mom knows best... most of the time.
-Never try to debate (I didn't mean argue!-- 'cause that's just a no-no) with a drunken parent. It bites. It's a terrible way to end the evening.
-I am actually a very very very patient person. wow.

Lines of the day:
Daphne Wilder: God couldn't be everywhere so that is why he invented mothers.
Maggie Wilder: What?! That was on a Hallmark card we gave you.
-Because I Said So

Starian Princess
~Kat

Currently Listening As I Am By Alicia Keys No One see related

The first time Orihime cursed, even Grimmjow was a little surprised. -Hearts and Handcuffs

Graduation. It terrifies me and excites me at the same time. Knowing that my high school days are slowly drawing to a close makes me feel like I'm saying goodbye to something that's been a part of my life for such a long time. And I'm not sure if I'm ready to leave just yet. I want to be able to, of course. But everything will be so different... In the mornings, I won't get to see the faces I'm quite accustomed to now. My friends will change, my teachers will change, the entire enviroment will change. I'm not afraid of going through "culture shock"; it happens to everyone and you simply have to deal with it. I'm not afraid of meeting new people or learning new things. I'm just a little hesitant to take that one final step, yet I've dreamt of this day for so long. It's like starting over and you're given the chance to become the person you want to be-- the person you couldn't bring out back when you were younger. You'll have to make decisions that will affect you more than you realize. You'll have to take that deep breath and put on that confident smile. And then, you'll have to walk in with a grace you didn't know you had.

Enough of the drama though. Besides the constant anxiety attacks, I'm doing pretty good actually. I've been writing for this anime magazine recently and I believe I've already submitted eight articles and counting. It's a challenge, yes, but I feel so happy with what I'm doing that I can't seem to stop. The last ICAlettes issue is coming out soon, too. And it'll be my last submission before leaving the school behind. Better make it as good as it can get.

Book reviews, memorized speeches... This month is just full of surprises. And they aren't exactly the best kind. On one hand, my schoolmates are beginning to feel restless as they want to finish up the year. On the other hand, they also want to do absolutely nothing anymore. We already got accepted in the universities we applied to, and it's pretty obvious that we're going to pass this last quarter. So what else is there to do? I know, it's a horrible attitude to have. So I'm trying to motivate myself with extra projects. They keep me busy, entertained, and I'm able to show off a bit of what I'm good at.

Because of the review articles I've been writing, I've also recently gotten hooked on Shugo Chara! and Kimikiss; both are shoujo anime with my kind of romance and drama. Although I do prefer plots with some adventure and magic and lots of bishounen, it's relaxing to watch these light kinds of high school centered stories as well. Wait, when is drama ever considered light?XD

For some splendid reason, I've been lent lots of books to read during the weekends. Rainbow Road, Twilight... These are titles I've been dying to read, and they're actually interesting even if they are different from the usual heavy romance I obsess about. It is after all beneficial to broaden one's horizons. Also, change is something we all have to deal with sometime or later. And for me, it's better that I take it on now. I don't like leaving things unfinished.

Hmmm... Here's to awesome conversations and magnificently written plays. I love today.

Lines of the day
Giovanni Bruni: You've sullied my love. Victoria Donato is my fiancée.
Casanova: Is she?
Giovanni Bruni: Yes. In the sense that I am going to marry her.
Casanova: Ah. Well, she never mentioned that.
Giovanni Bruni: Of course she didn't. I haven't asked her yet.
-Casanova (2005)

Starian Princess
~Kat

Currently Listening Jordin Sparks By Jordin Sparks Just For The Record see related

If you help me touch the clouds, I'll tell you what you need to know.

I'll skip the intro; the beginning of Christmas break has come and gone. And actually, it's almost the end. I like not having to count though, so to me, there's still plenty of time between the wishing-there-was-more and the doing-everything-at-the-last-minute stints. Basically, I'm stretching out time as much as I can. I am, to the fullest meaning of the words, living for the moment and there's absolutely no reason for it. I'm just at it, period. I know, it surprised me too. But everyone has their breaking point. Everyone has that one instant when they just do and do and do, and not stop until their satisfied.

I've been using my energy on gigs, reading all the books I have left in my secret stash, and writing/typing as much chapters of whatever story I feel like updating. My head's swimming in a frenzy and I have this weird cold that won't go away. The thing is though, I've never felt so alive.

The latest book I'm reading is First Lady by Susan Elizabeth Phillips, and the main female character, Cornelia is just the sort of gal I enjoy delving into. A different category from the usual romantic ladies, of course, she has, however the distinct desire for freedom that completes every perfect heroine. It's just beautiful, her journey so far and what I believe it will lead up to. You can never go wrong with SEP. I'm thinking of trying other authors as well. I've been reading so much Judith McNaught, Julie Garwood, Jude Deveraux, Nora Roberts and the like that it's been getting a bit draggy. Besides, I already finished all the tales of Regency London, it's time to get into some smart, modern day romantic adventure.

What else can I say?

I'm taking things slow and steady right now. I'm writing songs for the next OLUVUS album and we're featuring love songs, I think so it's right up my alley. Hopefully, I'll think of something upbeat. Ballads are sometimes overrated. *shrugs*

I guess... I'll update some more later then. Really, what else is there? For some funky reason, my mind's drawing up an endless blank. Maybe I'll have better luck after unloading in my actual journal and writing more Sakura no Hime madness. Wish me luck!

Lines of the day:
Remy: We're thieves, and what we're stealing is, let's be honest, garbage.
Django: It's not stealing if no one wants it.
Remy: If no one wants it, then why are we stealing it?
--Ratatouille

Starian Princes
~Kat